Sunday, November 22, 2009 | 12:17 AM
well, there is a reason i'm here.
i wanna apologize, to the girl who has made my life worth livimg. To the girl who has righted my man wrongs. The girl who has been showering me with all the love in the world.
i know you must've been looking forward to 23/11 cos we've got a date. but now you'd hafta wait all the way til 28/11. yeeps. that sure as hell is still far far away. ._.
whatever it is, you know that i have always and will always love you with all my heart, the way i have been doing since day one. these small small obstacles that we face will make us stronger and it would definitely be good practice for the years to come before 2018.
this post is meant for you. read it when you're feeling down okay? remember all the great times that we had whenever you feel like the world is failing you.
inevitably, we would both definitely be missing each other very much, i dont avoid that fact. yes, i am having my own doubts bout going over now, but you seem very supportive of it so i've decided to go for it, and also to give it my all, make you proud.
please, i beg you, hold on to your words yeah? i feel terrible as it is and i hope it doesnt go to the extent that you cry yeah? i know it'll be tough for you, but please, muster that additional strength from wherever yeah? we can do this, i just know that we can.
thursday evening-ish, i'll already be back yeah honey? i look forward to hear how your days went and also to share with you how my days were and what happened yeah? four days sure is a long time, but we sure have what it takes.
though we'll be hundreds of kilometers apart you know that i am always thinking you in all that i do. you know that though we're so freaking far away from each other, i still am loving you alot as though we were never separated and as though we were tgh all along. distance makes the heart fonder yes? is that even the right phrase? ._.
though we're far apart, you knw that you can count on me to be taking good care of myself and making the right decisions the same way i've got that faith in you yeah hun? i will come back on thursday evening, and you must be there fine and in he pink of health.
please take very good care of yourself, i cannot afford to let anything happen to you, my dear. if anybody from the cube happens to read this, do me a huge favour, please take very good care of Farahin, and be there for her when i can't. thanks in advance!
do remember the promise that you made me yeah honey? we must be helping each other. its super tough to be going, really. dont be sad okay? i should be back quicker than you expect it.
through those four days, do not forget how much this boy right here loves you and how much this by needs you. as well as how much you mean to this boy.
farahin, you are my everything. sorry that things happened this way. i love you alot, i really do.
please dont forget me, or cry, when i'm away.
